Dilema

I am very torn right now. Part of me wants to start weight watchers again, and the other part doesn't. I do because I know it works and I want to feel better, be healthier. But I don't because it's not cheap. The meetings or buying food to eat differently. And it's hard, takes alot of commitment. I know it sounds lazy and stupid. But that's exactly it. It was alot of work the last time. Yes, I did really well and felt better. But I just don't seem to have the energy this time. I don't know what to do :(