Originally I was gonna wait until I had the whole site the way I wanted it before I started writing. But that is how I do everything. I can't start getting my feelings out until the site is right, and with my OCD that could take months. I can't start doing WW until I have every right food in the house. And then it will be, well we have this holiday and that birthday. If I miss sending out one birthday card, I feel like I've failed and that I need to just stop for the year and start again next year. You think I'm kidding, that's how bad my OCD is. I need to learn to just over come it, when I can of course and stop making excuses.
What I'm hoping by doing this, is that I will get more support from family and friends. Don't get me wrong, everyone is there for me now. This just may help me more, in some other way. Hearing people comment and share things with me through another media. It's worth a shot. I want to share jokes and interesting information through this. Along with my down moments when I need to write through my feelings instead of closing up. As well as sharing victories, whether it be on the scale or over coming an OCD moment or anything in between.
And I hope you will all share with me also. Short stories, jokes, moments, good or bad. I love all of you. And I need you.
Not Given Up
